Ahh.. Guys this sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I got up really late like 12 in the afternoon.. I wasn’t thinking so I went straight to the cupboard.

Grabbed a soup. (133)
Then 4 rice cakes (92)
Then had it with penut butter not heaped tho really lightly spread so ill say (150)
And then a whole apple. (100)
That was ok until I had a piece of fruit bread(200)
Some choc chip cookie (40) coz it was like a bite
Then… lol
Some crackers with penut butter and nutella (300)
1 more piece of fruit bread (200)
a banana drink(130)

OMG
And then

3 mini favourite chocolate bars
and some left over chicken in a roll

THIS IS THE MOST I HAVE EVER ATE!

Lol. Im laughing now cuz im such a pig and failure !

I purged some but not all I cant b fuked purging anymore. I am totally craving food n I think I no why….. almost getting my period sorry but I am.. does anyone crave chocolate heaps when ur on it? Im so stupid. N the even stupidest thing is I still wanna binge im so hungry right now this is syco.



Guys im ending my fast today----- its useless if I fast and then binge / purge/

MY DAD JUST RANG = I have a meeting with my school and its IN 3 WEEKS
OMG THAT MEANS IM GONNA HAVE 2 SEE PEOPLE !

Any advice right now guys I need a plan that works and I can loose at least one lb a day or anything.
PLEASE GUYS HELP!!!!


Ok so today is gonna b my last binge day – EVER, please let me know what works and how to loose my fat ass QUICKLY. Without fasting. Cuz fasting sucks for me cuz I fuk it up all the time.

Love u guys !

Xxxx

Oh and I didn’t gain from yesterday .. im still 50 kgs.

I needa loose 10kgs. help me ! --------sooooo worried.